So much going on inu head.

 I've been working a temporary job for four months now. Something I've never really done. It's sales I guess. I am an account manager,although I have no assigned accounts. 

While I understand the gist of what I am doing. I am still not very good.

I've been feeling out of my I don't really know how to explain it.  I fit in with the team.  But I make a good number of errors.  I feel as if I am letting Love (my supervisor/mentor) done.  Then I get super down on myself.

Honestly Love, hasn't had the time to spend teaching me what I need to learn.  It's not in a text book or S.O.P.  

As an example today I was working on a quote and I was trying to figure out an excess charge.  I asked Love why there were dollar amounts on the cost curve where I had to charge excess. Now mind you I've been doing this part for at least two months and it's been wrong and Love just takes it fixes it and hands it back,so I am still not understanding where my error is. Today she explained if there is no dollar amount then we do not have to order a large amount of raw materials. We only need to order between 50 and 1500 pieces/feet. That actually made everything click into place and I felt a lot less stupid.

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