My mind

 I hate when I've so many thoughts I cannot pin one down.  It's my brain on ADHD.   

It's like I have this thought. So when I was in like 5th grade I was invited to a party and they had a dancing contest. I really didn't want to participate.  I was encouraged to stand on a foot stool and dance in a spotlight.

 Every single person there laughed at me and made fun of me.   I remember leaving and the mom I think trying to keep me there.

It was too far of a walk home. But it was night and cooler.

I have since not danced in public with out being really drunk.  

Honestly I have no clue if I am a good dancer.

I don't have rhythm.  I am stiff and feel like every eye in the room is one me. I freeze right up.