You

 When we first met you told me I didn't want to be involved with you I believe you said you don't want me I'm a bastard. And you gave me every test you could think of to see if I would stay by your side I can't count the amount of times you have told me to walk away and not come back I can't even count the amount of tests that you've given me to see if I would come back and I have stood through all of it holding your hand being by your side with everything you've been through in the past 9 years and yet you still don't believe I won't walk away and you still do things trying to make me walk away and I don't understand I really don't understand why